And you're tied together with a smile, but you're coming undone...

Once a skeptic, now the critic
And you figured you finally
found a place of your own,
Amongst the cold and timid souls
Where only failure knows your name.
Look around for the closest to blame,
But look no further than the
hands beneath your arms.
And now you're all alone
stuck only with, with your passing FAME.
Never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together,
why should I hold you now?

04/07/09
What a sight,
never thought I'd find you here. ♥

Let's play pretend.
I'll pretend not to know there's something wrong with you,
and you can pretend you still love me enough to do pretend.
Or, maybe, I can pretend not to care,
and you can pretend to be o.k.
You can pretend you're not making the biggest mistake of our lifes,
And then, I can pretend that either way I'll be fine...

El engañarse a uno mismo no acabará con tu llanto,
existe el olvido, existe quizás...
existe el recuerdo que nunca jamás tendrás,
algo que recordarás y vivirás con ello dentro,
tu corazón está roto y muertos tus sentimientos.
Tu cuerpo se inunda de tristeza,
tus ojos ocultan lágrimas,
tu cara tan blanca como pálida,
una sonrisa caída,
unas mejillas encharcadas,
una expresión que pasa de todo a nada.

Intentarías evadirte apoyándote en los demás, sonreirás, y a solas sólo lágrimas derramarás. Te miras las venas pero, ¿de qué serviría? no te aliviaría el alma ese acto de cobardía.

All I ever needed;

Was someone to believe in anything that I could give.
Maybe there's something beautiful, hidden
deep in my bones...

No me importa quedarme sin nada,

si tú nunca me faltas...

¡por favor!

thanks for making me a fighter !

I will not make, the same mistakes that you did,
I will not mad myself, and cause my heart so much missery.
I will not break the way you did, you felt so hurt,
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far...
I am a woman, very much different from the little girl you were.

~many things can change in a short period of time ...if only he could understand that-

My heart doesn't beat, have I become unsensitive? I've cried so much I already do it even out of mere rutine. There are memories I wish I could lock away, the sadness that lives in my insides has never gone away. Never doubt it; you make me feel like a child, when we are together and you give me all of your love. I wanna be away from myself, but what a fool! that's impossible. I'm sick, I've become crazy for an obsession, I'm nervous and I, don't feel anymore my pressure, And I wonder about the things I will never understand. I'm in love with hatred, with this fucking anger, You're my today, you'll be my tomorrow and you are the best that has happened to me.

What the hell is wrong with me?

dulce locura-

-nunca me dejes.