I like my body when it is with your

I like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite new a thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
I like your body.  I like what it does,
i like its hows.  I like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones, and the trembling
-firm- smoothness and which I will
again and again and again
kiss, I like kissing this and that of you,
I like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz
of your electric furr, and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh….And eyes big love-crumbs,

and possibly I like the thrill

of under me you so quite new.
                                                           E.E. Cummings

When you wish for something to happen...

Normalmente cuando deseas demasiado algo durante mucho tiempo, al momento de obtenerlo sucede una de dos cosas: 
O no es nada como te lo esperabas o es mucho más de lo que te imaginabas. De cualquier manera todo se termina yendo a la mierda, dejándote con una sensación de "¿Pero qué carajos acaba de pasar?"

And here we go again.

"-Suddenly there are days where I can't stop worrying, fidgeting, awkward, in place.
>>And then, there're those other days, where I just lay helplessly in his arms, dozed off, like his eyes contain tranquillizer, and the way he looks at me and holds me close make me feel truly loved... And his heartbeat lulls me to sleep and everything is fine... Everything's fine...
'Till he's gone.
And there we go again."

If the world were really, actually ending tomorrow, I'd like your voice sweetly, tenderly humming in my ear as you held me close, to be the last melody I heard before it all went down...

Ese momento en el que hablas de algo que solía matarte por dentro, pero ahora no es más que un recuerdo desagradable. Y mientras las palabras salen de tu boca vos mismo te escuchás y pensás "Que horrible que suena, ahora que lo digo en voz alta", cuando al vivirlo no parecía más que una mala racha. Y sonreís, al hablar de esa deprimente situación que viviste, sonreís, porque ya no te sentís así. Y un sentimiento inunda tu pecho y respirás hondo, las lágrimas asoman a tus ojos y puede que alguna ruede por tu mejilla, tensa por la manera en que tu boca se abre en la sonrisa más grande que jamás mostraste al mundo. Te sentís vivo. Te sentís libre. Encontraste la felicidad. Y ahora te das cuenta que no era tan inalcanzable cómo parecía.

When you really love someone, you tell them that your only wish is for them to be happy.
When in reality, you sit there silently crossing your fingers, your only wish being for you to still be a part of their happiness.

What goes up...
Occasionally, relationships just end for no particular reason. The love just isn’t there anymore. This can be frustrating and confusing, since there’s no obvious cause for the two of you drifting apart. You may not be fighting constantly, but if one or both of you are not happy, you have to put in the effort to fix things -- or walk away.
Occasionally, relationships just end for no particular reason. The love just isn’t there anymore. 
Relationships just end for no particular reason.
For no particular reason. 
No particular reason. 
The love just isn’t there anymore.

Lovianthistaniastitasiania...

There, I said it.

She wished for no more than to run into Ethan’s arms and let him hold her. She didn’t want to talk or explain something she didn’t even understand by herself, she just wanted to cry in his arms, to not loose him. She wanted to kiss him and let her tears speak for her. But she didn't.

Tu cabeza está confusa, pero pasa el tiempo y aprendes a cargar el peso del remordimiento, con el sufrimiento de llevar un sentimiento muerto, con el arrepentimiento que ocultas con esfuerzo en tu cuerpo, pero tienes que ser fuerte; piensa, que de los errores se aprende. Engañate, finge, y dí que quieres olvidar pero el recuerdo no se extingue, el alma ya no sirve sigue enfadada contigo, el corazon ya no te guia, ya no quiere ser tu amigo, pero debes luchar por seguir adelante, es como un túnel de dos cruces sin luz cerca de tu alcance...

Velociraptors need love, too <3