Not Meant To Be.

It's never enough to say I'm sorry, it's never enough to say I care. But I'm caught between what you wanted from me, and knowing if I give that to you, I might just disappear. It's never enough to say I love you. No, it's never enough to say I try. It's hard to believe that's there's no way out for you and me, and it seems to be, the story of our life. Is there still time to turn this around? Should we be building this up, instead of tearing it down? But I keep thinking, maybe it's too late. Nobody wins when everyone's losing. Oh, it's like one step forward and two steps back, no matter what I do you're always mad, and I can't change your mind. Oh, it's like trying to turn around on a one way street, I can't give you what you want and it's killing me. And I, I'm starting to see; maybe we're not meant to be.
I, I finally see, that baby we're not meant to be.

Can I Have This Dance?

Take my hand, take a breath. Pull me close, and take one step. Keep your eyes locked on mine, and let the music be your guide.

Promise me, won't you promise me, that you'll never forget? To keep dancing, wherever we go next?

Take my hand, I'll take the lead, and every turn will be safe with me. Don't be afraid, afraid to fall... You know I'll catch you through it all.

And you can't, or even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart. 'Cause my heart is wherever you are.

What we have is worth fighting for. You know I believe, that we were meant to be.

It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you. It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do. And with every step together, we just keep on getting better.

.............So can I have this dance?

Can I have this dance?...........

Can I have this dance?

You and Me.

What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive. I can't keep up, and I can't back down... I've been losing so much time. Some of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right. I'm tripping on words, you've got my head spinning, I don't know where to go from here. There's something about you now, I can't quite figure out. Everything she does is beautiful, everything she does is right. You and me, and all other people with nothing to do, nothing to prove. And it's you and me and all other people, and I don't know why; I can't keep my eyes off of you. 'Cause it's you and me, and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose. And it's you and me, and all other people, and I don't know why; I can't keep my eyes off of you and me.

What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive.

Breathing.

I'm finding my way back to sanity, again. Though I don't really know what I am gonna do when I get there. Take a breath and hold on tight, spin around one more time and gracefully fall back in the arms of grace...
I am looking past the shadows of my mind into the truth, and I'm trying to identify the voices in my head. God, which one's yours? Let me feel one more time what it feels like to feel alive, and break these calluses off of me one more time.
'Cause I am hanging on every word you say, and even if you don't want to speak tonight; that's alright with me. 'Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside Heaven's door, and listen to you breathing. Is where I want to be.
Nothing more than sit outside your door and listen to your breathing.
That's where I want to be.

Blind.

I was young but I wasn't naive... I watched helpless as she turned around to leave. And still I have the pain I have to carry, a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried.

I would fall asleep; only in hopes of dreaming that everything would be like it was before... But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting, they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor.
After all this time I never thought we'd be here. And my love for you was blind, but I couldn't make you see it; that I loved you more than you'll ever know, and a part of me died when I let you go.

"But

what

could I

ever do

without you?"

.................................. Could a dead, frozen heart break? It felt like mine would.

What Hurts The Most.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house,
That don’t bother me.
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out,
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while.
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me,
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok...
But that’s not what gets me.

What hurts the most,
Was being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away.
And never knowing,
What could have been,
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do.

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go,
But I’m doing It.
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone,
Still Harder,
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret.
But I know if I could do it over,
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart;
That I left unspoken.

What hurts the most,
Is being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away.
And never knowing,
What could have been,
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do.

What hurts the most,
Was being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away.
And never knowing,
What could have been,
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do.

Not seeing that loving you,
That’s what I was trying to do.

Who Knew.

You took my hand, You showed me how. You promised me you'd be around... I took your words And I believed In everything You said to me.
If someone said three years from now You'd be long gone, I'd stand up and punch them out, Cause they're all wrong. I know better, Cause you said forever And ever. Who knew.
Remember when we were such fools, And so convinced and just too cool. I wish I could touch you again, I wish I could still call you friend, I'd give anything.
When someone said count your blessings now, before they're long gone, I guess I just didn't know how, I was all wrong. They knew better, Still you said forever And ever. Who knew.
That last kiss I'll cherish, Until we meet again. And time makes It harder, I wish I could remember, But I keep Your memory. You visit me in my sleep, My darling; Who knew. My darling, I miss you. My darling, Who knew.